I started gym again 3 weeks ago, using a number of different supplements. I'm 42 and I felt I needed to even the playing field, I'm not 25 anymore. I'm 6ft1 and I weigh in at 104kgs, so slightly overweight. I didn't bother easing into things like I used to do and then lost interest, I went in full blast and my skin felt it was straining to contain my muscles, which I always felt to be a good measure of the rewards I used to reap.
Rewind back to 2010, I was in almost competition shape, my BMI was 14 and I was doing really well, or at least I thought I was doing well..
I herniated L4/L5 from squatting too heavily, along with damaging my esophagus sphincter. I went to my physician as I was struggling badly with heartburn, whereby even water was giving me heartburn and I used to suck on Rennies at the gym. After a barium swallow, manometry studies, and a scope they saw the damage and booked a Nissen fundoplication for me. After the op, I couldn't even get noodles down, and relied heavily on soup/ jelly and more prominently whiskey..
I lost 19kgs in just over a month as I couldn't eat anything solid for weeks on end, what a physically draining exercise this was, and it was depressing the hell out of me to see all those years of hard work I'd put in go down the drain

, at my lowest I weighed in at 73KG, dropping from a 36 dress size to 30. The weight eventually found me again, but in the form of fat, I then had a BMI of 32. I've found that after 3 weeks of rigorous training, I've gone up by 3cm on my biceps and 4 cm on my legs, with my BMI running at around 29 now.
It's baby steps, but I'm doing my best to get back to where I once was, as I felt on top of the world when I was giving it my all, just nowadays I tend to ease on on the squats and use planking to build core. I hope my essay motivates at least one of you, then my job is done.